The Optimist with Crushed Dreams

I am so sad, today was not a good day for me, I had a couple of dreams crushed. First, I was hoping to apply for recognition of my diploma in another country, but apparently I have to pass about 11 very difficult exams for this. A few years ago they told me there were just two exams. And the second dream crushed - I wanted to associate myself with someone and to spend together more money for advertising and extend the practice. Maybe this is a sign, a sign that I should gratify my need of freedom and do everything on my own. So I will find other ways to realize my plans and dreams.